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What if what I want is right in front of me?
But I really don't have the energy to try. I'm tired of being the one to always try. So I'm taking a break and sitting this one out and what ever happens happens.
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Thursday, March 27th, 2008
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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
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Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
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| Subject: | scream |
| Time: | Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
@ 5:46pm |
| Mood: |  aggravated. |
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I hate being attracted to girls!!! They can be so fucking aggravating and cruel. I rather never date another girl or just be alone for life then to have to keep dealing with this shit. So fuck it...I made a choice in my life and I'm sticking with it and I'm not going back now. I'm moving on with my life and not even you will stop me, not this time.
I don't need anyone to make me feel complete. I have myself and I have amazing friends who love me for me even when I fuck up.
-Tina
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Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007
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| Subject: | go figure |
| Time: | Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007
@ 3:23am |
| Mood: |  amused. | | Music: | ingrid michaelson-the way i am. |
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 | You scored as The Student Dyke, Your entire life is defined by two things: your intellect and your sexuality; moreover you often merge the two to lure in women.
The Student Dyke | | 70% | The Bohemian Dyke | | 65% | The Granola Dyke | | 60% | The Magic Earring Ken Dyke | | 55% | The Stud | | 55% | The Surprise! Dyke | | 55% | The Quasi-Gothic Femme | | 50% | The Sprightly Elfin Femme | | 50% | The Pretty-Boi Dyke | | 45% | The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke | | 45% | The Femme Fatale | | 40% | The Little-Boy Dyke | | 35% | The Hipster Dyke | | 30% | </td>
What Type of Lesbian Are You? (Inspired by Curve Mag.)
created with QuizFarm.com |
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Friday, September 28th, 2007
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| Subject: | tender |
| Time: | Friday, September 28th, 2007
@ 3:10am |
| Mood: |  restless. |
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My finger feels so weird after having the stitches taken out. Still hurts more then I expected, but at least they're out and I can type better now and take a shower without a plastic wrapping my finger.
I can't sleep, I hate not being able to sleep.
I feel like everything is crashing down around me.
-Tina
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blah.
disappointed.