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Monday, July 28th, 2008

Subject:holding back
Time:Monday, July 28th, 2008
@ 3:47pm
Mood: blah.
What if what I want is right in front of me?

But I really don't have the energy to try. I'm tired of being the one to always try. So I'm taking a break and sitting this one out and what ever happens happens.
[Read 1 or Sing me to sleep]

Thursday, March 27th, 2008

Subject:regrets...many
Time:Thursday, March 27th, 2008
@ 10:45pm
Mood: disappointed.


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken


What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do


Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
[Read 1 or Sing me to sleep]

Tuesday, October 16th, 2007

Subject:scream
Time:Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
@ 5:46pm
Mood: aggravated.
I hate being attracted to girls!!! They can be so fucking aggravating and cruel. I rather never date another girl or just be alone for life then to have to keep dealing with this shit. So fuck it...I made a choice in my life and I'm sticking with it and I'm not going back now. I'm moving on with my life and not even you will stop me, not this time.

I don't need anyone to make me feel complete. I have myself and I have amazing friends who love me for me even when I fuck up.

-Tina
[ Sing me to sleep]

Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007

Subject:go figure
Time:Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007
@ 3:23am
Mood: amused.
You scored as The Student Dyke, Your entire life is defined by two things: your intellect and your sexuality; moreover you often merge the two to lure in women.

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The Student Dyke

70%

The Bohemian Dyke

65%

The Granola Dyke

60%

The Magic Earring Ken Dyke

55%

The Stud

55%

The Surprise! Dyke

55%

The Quasi-Gothic Femme

50%

The Sprightly Elfin Femme

50%

The Pretty-Boi Dyke

45%

The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke

45%

The Femme Fatale

40%

The Little-Boy Dyke

35%

The Hipster Dyke

30%

What Type of Lesbian Are You? (Inspired by Curve Mag.)
created with QuizFarm.com
[ Sing me to sleep]

Friday, September 28th, 2007

Subject:tender
Time:Friday, September 28th, 2007
@ 3:10am
Mood: restless.
My finger feels so weird after having the stitches taken out. Still hurts more then I expected, but at least they're out and I can type better now and take a shower without a plastic wrapping my finger.

I can't sleep, I hate not being able to sleep.

I feel like everything is crashing down around me.

-Tina
[Read 1 or Sing me to sleep]

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